My life experiences since childhood to growing up!
Being born in this beautiful world everyone has their own personal experiences in their life. It may be either their childhood days or growing up as an adult. We all are born different and whatever god has written in our destiny we should accept it and we don’t have to cry for what we not have. Every person in this world has different life experiences and we all are aware that every one is not born the same and no one is born perfect in this world. One should feel blessed that they are born in this beautiful world and should thank to god for giving this precious life. Here’s to my own personal experience of my life which I will share with you.
When I was in my childhood days I loved playing with my siblings and as far as I remember I was a shy kid and an introvert. As I got admission in school I was always sincere with my studies but I didn’t had any friends. My teachers were annoyed sometimes with my quiet nature and used to scold me. This made me felt really bad every time whenever it crossed over my mind but I was helpless. This seems to be really absurd for me and as I was growing up it became challenging for me and I used to overthink a lot that why I am not like others and why I am quiet but no solution could come up to my problems.
In school days somehow I survived but if someone would come up and ask to me now then I would have burst into tears because for me it was like a trauma to go to school or I can say it was like I have been sent to a jail. I know some of you may judge me or some of you may laugh but I know this really that some of you while going through my essay must have been one of them. My experiences are not only me but to the people who are just like me as an introvert.
When I was in college days some improvements could be seen in me and it was not only me who realised this but my supportive family too. I went alone to college and filled the admission form and went for an entrance test and an interview. Let me tell you it was my first time as I was giving my interview and I did my best and got admission in journalism course of one of the reputed colleges of Patna University.
On the very first day of my college we had an introductory class where every student had to introduce themselves. I was nervous but when my turn came I confidently spoke up and after that I felt relieved. So I think it happens with everyone whether you are an extrovert or an introvert everyone goes through this phase.
As our regular classes were commenced I used to work upon my assignments and listen carefully to the professors. But there also I couldn’t open myself enough and there also I didn’t had any friends. It made me feel like crying sometimes and used to hurt me a lot but somehow my graduation was completed and I passed with the first class. So even though shy by nature but got good marks made me feel proud of myself and my family was very happy with my results.
I successfully completed my graduation then I went to Delhi for doing my masters in journalism. There also I got admission in one of the best colleges for journalism. It was a completely different world for me. I had a lot of experiences there and some good memories of my life.
My classmates were friendly and genuine even though I didn’t had a lot of conversation with them but on the very first day of my college they helped me to commute from metro to reach to my home. I was frightened that whether I will reach home safely or not but I reached safely and I thanked them. My professors were good and I liked my journalism course. Some days I went with my classmates to food court and had tea and momos and it was a bliss hanging out with them. In the end of my college days when we had convocation ceremony I had received my degree with first division and couldn’t express my gratitude that how happy and nostalgic I was. My family was proud of me and I have beautiful memories still alive which I had in Delhi.
Within these toughest years of my life one thing has really made me realized that I am born as an introvert and its my nature and I don’t have to feel bad about it. God has created every human being different and one should feel special about it.